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Disparity

by Laruam

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Deep blue tomb Ship wrecked and stranded Floating in a dessert of blue No oasis of dirt or sand Flat horizon in every direction Internal compass defeated The sun blazing above Dismal clouds are forming Is this ocean my grave? Soaking wet and cold Tired and wave beaten resisting demise Wading in deep blue tomb Storms call for my head Thunder splits the sky Great Walls of flood Drown me from time to time There is hope A miracle I pray A wish for dry grave For me to lay For family’s sake God guide my way I know you will Reality still Has something to say Hunger pains Fatigue, Dismay Sun scorched face Thirst plagued I don’t want to die
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Not this time I won’t recoil Hold steady Hold my breath Pierce the surface Seeing blue and black Cold dead world Submerged in darkness Everything’s frightening Chest is pounding Straining lungs Thrashing arms and legs Release of tension Bubbling wrathful scream Fading sight Surmounting terror Torn from the depths Despair envelopes Conviction drips away Tears stream from me My will is weak I am week Damn this world Damn my frail courage Damn these wretched gasps for air I would not have failed if I were weighed down by more than self loathing

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The concept of this album is the two contrasting scenarios. A man stranded at sea, with the will to live, but with his fate out of his control who dies; and a man without will to live, with his fate in his control, who does not die.

Inspiration musically, heavily inspired by Ahab, complete with water. some Bell Witch too

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released October 1, 2020

All music and lyrics written and recorded by ZauTa
Album art by ZauTa

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Laruam Mobile, Alabama

One man, many projects. Interested in making stoner, black, death, and doom metal. Some other things too maybe.

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